"When the world falls into pieces,
you're be the one voice and reason,
when I can't face all my demons,
you are the one I believe in."
Some people write to inspire, some write to express their opinion and some just try to find a way out of the darkness and pain around them. It's just a choice of how you put it. But there is one thing all of the writers have in commune they all struggle in one way or an other to put down their feelings.
Sure, you might already think that I'm crazy, or just freaking self centered, calling myself a "writer" and all. Well... Sure... I will probably never even ever be read by anyone who I don't have to force by holding a gun against his or hers head. So whatever helps my ego, right?
Anyway, so I've been using blogging kinda as an excuse during the past year to escape reality, but let's face it, everything I wrote back then... kinda sucked.
I hope I matured enough since then to at least try to get to an okay-ish standard here. (Of course I deleted all evidence of my shady past)
So where do I start from here? Should I tell you about myself, or just hope that if anyone ever actually deliberately reads this will figure out the important stuff on their own? I think I'm gonna stick with the second..
You know the moment you start changing your words for someone else is actually worse then not saying anything at all.
During the last couple of days, I've been out sick and had a lot of time to think..
Does any of you ever wonder why you became who you are today? I think for me the reason is that I used to feel totally alone for years and just didn't wanna open up for everyone. You might wonder why, well... Let's just say that it's really hard to be the weird kid who is different, not that it matters anyway, but once you get pushed into a standard picture of someone or something, there is just no way of changing it and breaking free.
Actually, if you were wondering what role our society plays in our character building here you go:
From a young age on we are told who we are supposed to be. How we are supposed to act. How we are supposed to dress or what we are supposed to like.
Just be a little different. I dare you to be someone nobody sees as the perfect person in the eyes of society.
Try being a girl, for example, who doesn't care about what she looks. People are gonna give her a lot of crap about it.
You get what I'm implying don't you?
This is also the reason why I think that 50 shades of grey should be actually burned, but I'm gonna write about that an other time.
Anyway after thinking about what I should make my blog, I've decided to try to break the stereotypes and just write about stuff that annoys or upsets me.
Knowing this, it is your choice to run or stay.
See you next time.
Love ya.
